I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

Seperti di hari2 yang lain.ali cafe tetap di tepi laptop..hahaha.sekejap je hari ni dah hari jumaat kan.esok dah sabtu.elok leh tido sampai petang..huhu..aku ase malas je nak bangun pagi skang...bising budak2 di jiran sebelah mengganggu tido ku..damn..i hate my jiran....kang nak di marah.dulu aku kecik2 pun macamtu.hehehe...

Aku memang peminat Chelsea sejak dulu lagi..laupun aku xmain bola.tapi xsalah kan aku sokong club yang aku gemari..Semalam chelsea menang 2-0 Dengan Marseille...Walaupun minggu lepas kalah dengan Manchester city.tapi semalam chelsea menang...This Week chelsea akan bertemu arsenal lak..kalo menang aku rase selesa dah duk dekat atas..arap2 menang la.

Hahaha..aku dah kate weh..perkara yang paling aku benci dalam idop aku.kawan makan kawan...bila aku percaya kat ko...ko balas macamni kat aku..hahaha..its ok...Aku tak kesah pun...jgn sampai aku jumpa ko...aku xsuke malukan orang kat depan khalayak ramai..tapi jgn sampai aku terpakse buat macam tu...

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call, but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I just need you now.

Oh baby I need you now.

Dari 227 skang tinggal 81 orang.so..mane yang tinggal tu..thanks la k...tiada semak2 dalam fb aku..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eB7T3lJ3dZ4

Seorang yang pendiam..suka wat hal sendiri.xsuka kacau orang..lebih suka pikir mase Depan..Suka Berangan.Tak suka orang yang cakap besar.tak suka orang yang duk bangga diri sendiri.Suka Lepak tapi tak suka berborak..suka suasana ramai orang.suka Di ambil perhatian.

Kat Sini aku buh Aku nya twitter , Facebook , Blog Dan Ym..mane2 rase xde tu leh la add ok?

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Chelsea menang Dengan Marseille Pagi...Walaupun kalah Pada Perlawanan Menentang Manchester city Sabtu lepas...Tapi Kebangkitan Di Champion League Telah membuah kan hasil.Hasil Jaring John Terry Pada Minit ke 7 dan minit Ke 28 Hasil Sepakan penalti dari Nicholas anelka...sudah cukup untuk Meyakinkan Semua Pemain2 Chelsea Untuk menang Pada PErlawanan akan datang bertemu arsenal pada hari ahad ini.

Seperti biasa rutin harian aku pagi2 minum alicafe dengan rokok..memang bangun pagi ni xde mood..tapi best gak bangun pagi..sebab dah lame aku x bangun pagi...hari ni maybe aku dapat main dota..sebab pagi2 macamni internet ok.

Setelah lame Edit Blog.akhir nya mata aku dah mengantuk..walaupun ade game chelsea.tapi aku malas nak tgk...Ngantuk dah ni...pls.aku nak tido dulu.

Akhir nya aku dapat gak buh ape yang aku nak buh kat blog aku..thanks to Qayyum Jamaraji sebab bantu aku wat semua ni...

Chelsea Football Club has been good at celebrating special anniversaries. The year 2005 saw us reach the major milestone of 100 years-old. What better way was there to mark the centenary than by becoming champions of England for the second time in our existence? 

Our golden jubilee had been similarly honoured. The club won silverware in the 1960s, the 70s, the 90s and at the turn of the new millennium, but 1955 was the year we finished above all other teams in the League for the first time.

It was also Chelsea's earliest major trophy. The first five decades had seen the club develop into an integral part of sporting life in England's capital city with famous players and a large, often full stadium. 

Chelsea were popular, but achievement fell a long way short of that now enjoyed by the current team, which began the second 100 years of Chelsea history as the best in the land and the biggest football story throughout the world. 

Even if trophy success proved elusive in the first 50 years, the club had been set up for the big time from the moment Henry Augustus Mears had a change of heart one Sunday morning in the autumn of 1904. 

Of all the decisions that have shaped the history of Chelsea FC, there can be none more crucial than the one this Edwardian businessman made that particular day. 

Gus Mears was an enthusiast for a sport that had taken northern Britain by storm but had yet to take off in the capital in quite the same way. London at the turn of the century failed to provide a single team to the Football League First Division. 

Mears had spotted the potential for a football club to play at an old athletics ground at Stamford Bridge, an open piece of land in west London. It was a ground he planned to massively redevelop. 

But unforeseen problems had followed, as did a lucrative offer for the land. Mears was on the verge of selling up and abandoning his sporting dream. 

Colleague Frederick Parker, an enthusiastic supporter of the football stadium project attempted to dissuade him but on the fateful Sunday morning, Parker was told he was wasting his time. 

As the two walked on, without warning Mears' dog bit Parker, drawing blood and causing great pain, but only an amused reaction from Parker. 

"You took that bite damn well," Mears announced before telling his accomplice he would now trust his judgement over others. "Meet me here at nine tomorrow and we'll get busy," he said. Stamford Bridge was alive once more. 

Not that Chelsea FC was in the original plan. The finest sports stadium in London seemed a little out of place on the edge of well-heeled and arty Chelsea but as history shows, Mears had chosen well. The proximity to the vibrant centre of town made it perfect as a new venue for football. 

Due to financial disagreement, nearby Fulham Football Club, already in existence declined an offer to abandon the less grand Craven Cottage and move in. So in contrast to the history of so many clubs, Mears decided to build a team for a stadium, rather than the other way round. 

On March 10th 1905, a meeting convened opposite the stadium in a pub now called The Butcher's Hook. One item on the agenda was a name for the new club. Stamford Bridge FC, Kensington FC and intriguingly, London FC were all rejected. Chelsea FC was what it was to be - and the story had begun. 

John Tait Robertson, a Scottish international was the first player/manager and a squad of respected players was signed, providing a league could be found to compete in. 

The Southern League was the natural choice for our location but they were unwelcoming to these upstarts. Undaunted, Chelsea simply set our sights higher and went straight for the northern-dominated Football League. 

On May 29th 1905, the Football League AGM dramatically elected us to the Second Division. Parker again proved persuasive as we became the first club ever to make the League without having kicked a ball. 

Skangk ul 12.58am xtau nak buat ape.still terpinga2 nak buat ape memalam ni..rase nak tido je..tapi macam malas lak...nak men game ... internet slow macam haram..kenapa la bosan sangat weh?

Aku terlupa nak set kat facebook Profile.patut la dia update kat twitter je..wakakakakakakka...Damn..patut la xkuar2 pun..hahahaha..

Ape nak tulis ni..xde idea dah kot..ahahaha..

Ops..Aku dah lupa birthday ko..nasib aku tanye member aku arini berapa hari bulan..hahaha...Laupun ko xlayan aku..tapi aku tetap nak wish gak..maybe networkblog ni lambat update kat facebook..tapi tgk la kat blog aku.. skang kul 12.39am 29/9/10 happy Birthday to You Cik PEah..Hope u Happy Selalu Dan Moga Panjang Umur Dan Murah Rezeki.

Seperti mana ari2 yang lain..aku bangun pagi pekene air ali cafe..dah mmg rutin harian aku macamni dari dulu..arini aku dah tekad..nak main dota..dah dua minggu xdapat main dota..tapi pc aku xleh nak start game..so.terpakse la copy letak kat laptop abg aku...tapi nak copy lak sudah lame bangat..jap lagi nak paste lagi..aduyai....tlg la...nak men game pun susah..dah la malam2 xleh nak men.sebab internet tengah suck..nak kene tunggu kul 4 pagi baru ok.ni pun bangun awl sebab nak men dota...time2 macamni je leh main dota..

Macam biasa Rutin harian aku setiap pagi...Buat Air Ali cafe sambil online..tapi malang  nak men dota kat garena dah xbole..aku xtau kenapa,nak start game xbole.skang tengah mamai lagi..maklum la baru je bangun tido..still pening2 lagi...

Hari Ahad Memang hari yang membosan kan..kalo xdapat main dota..aku bosan xtau nak mengadap ape..internet slow dah berapa hari dah..tapi siang ok je ...tak tau la kenapa..malas tol nak call 100 tanye..btw.macam biasa..setiap petang ahad..kalo aku xkuar g mane2..aku pegi pasar malam untuk beli makanan..bawak rm10 je..dah macam2 bole dapat....sementare nak tunggu ari esok..ari paling malam bagi seluruh negeri sebab dah cuti dua ari..hahaha...

 aku ingatkan chelsea kalah semalam dapat la manu selesa no 2 arini..rupa2 nya masih jauh lagi ketinggalan..wakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakak Mari kita gelak ramai2...wakkakakakakaakkaakkaakkaakakakakakakakakakakak dan lagi..wakakakakakakakaka...wkkakakaakakakakakakak..waakakakakakakkaka..ops..terlebih sudah..

Seperti biasa setiap hari ahad aku g econsave pepagi temankan mak ngan adik aku pegi beli barang2 dapur..lepas  balik dari econsave aku terus ke kenduri member aku.laupun dia xajak aku g kenduri tu.tapi disebabkan member yang penah aku lepak.aku datang gak..sbb dia berniaga buah di pasar malam taman suntex,aku datang kedai dia ari2 pow dia buah.so.kalo xdatang rase segan lak..haha..lepas tu aku balik umah dan menghadap komputer yang sememang nya dah bosan.tapi kalo xusik keyboard.rase macam xcomplete lak idop aku dalam sehari ni.hahaha...tiada ape2 aktiviti tuk ari ahad ni..cuma sekadar tuk menunggu kehadiran hari esok hari isnin hari yang paling malas..

macamni la cite nya bila ade kawan..kadang2 ade kawan makan kawan..paling cilake bende alah ni la...tapi kang xde kawan rase bosan lak idop ni..haha..pelik kan...

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